today i am the backstage crew 4 the year 3 farewell party but b4 tis i had the day tour meeting to no our postings but b4 i talked bout it....shall talk bout the party 1st....

went to the audi to help out b4 i go 4 my gems bout half an hour....den came back to get prepared 4 the farewell party.....ha.....hav sum last min helpers to help mi out namely wanwei doreen yongzhen alven n arens....but unfortunately during the event i overestimated the no. of crew n left wanwei n doreen wif nth to do.....so paiseh once again....overall it was quite a fun job to do lor....haha....

b4 the event had a meeting to no our post...n in the end i gt the post of bein a GM.....kinda disappointed tho....the last meeting which is the FO camp meeting....annabel told mi tt im a medic....cos 4 this past yr.....i tot of bein a GL aft nasir n cindy (my papa n mama)....but wat happen a yr later? i kanna a post which is nt my 1st hope to b....n im tinking to myself.....aft all tt i hav done for the past yr.....y the results turned out to b so disappointing? is it cos of mi...of who i am? bein n irritatin bastard who wanted attn so much cos nbdy to talk wif when he nds sum1 to listen to? or isit of other factors tt even i cant alter or affect?

haiz....gt to tink bout it b4 my exams.....aft tt i can care less bout everythin n concentrate on my studies.....sianz.....tired.....nd a lotta rest....gt to catch the grammys tml morning....