phew....jus came back a few hrs ago wif my outing wif janice jenna jenny jeremy n kuang yi.... been a long time since i went out wif them...nt since sec sch....haha....had fun wif them....jus taking myself out frm all the stress in sch 4 the moment....went to eat @ tis restaruant call wat.... ermmm...vila'ge...sumthing like marche....wha lao....so ex...lucky gt 20% discount...haha... den went to watch 'step up'...nice show....esp the dance moves n the songs...woot.....nice....den went take photos....den went home wif them...

gg out wif ian they all tml....haiz...dun realli looking forward to it tho...

oh...did i 4got to mention tt these 2 days i had.....had a test the day aft? wat the hell am i tinking?

hi....currently nw all alone @ home....family went to genting....while im stuck here....doin my formal report n studying 4 PU on tue....haiz...but i tink its a gd thing in a way its better 4 mi to study....well nth much to blog bout....basically my wkend is spent @ home doin my work....which was nt i tot in the 1st place...acty intended to go somewhere else....den suddenly last min cant make it....zzz.....but its ok....

gtg liao....do my work....zzz....mus nt slack....2 more wks....

long time nv update....nv realli had the time....in fact...im acty bz nw....jus extracting out sum time to do sum blogging...

haiz....BIA report is so sianz....formal report like a lot to write lor....i still gt other work to do...but jus dunno wat....still gt test summore...phew....sianz.....

ok la....go do work liao....back to the bz mi....wish tis cld end...

suppose to blog tis entry yest....but sis using com so no chance....so blog today....

went to vivocity 4 the 3rd time....tis time wif my young sis n mum....haha....nv get bored of tt place....so my mum n young sis started on their shopping spree...

den aft dinner....went to ben n jerry's....woot finally open....haha....mi n young sis ordered a sundae called 'merlionster' which contains 6 scoops of ice cream a banana a brownie n 3 toppings of our choice....haha....dam nice....den mi n young sis wrote our 'feedback' on the servette....haha we r nt the 1st 1 to write it....on 1 wall....hav the whole column of it....im nt surprised....their service is gd....always smiling....den veri frenly....left mi a veri gd impressions of it....the ice cream too...haha...

in the end....my young sis bought the most stuff....zzz....i bought.....none...haha....had a great time yest.....

will upload pics of it once i get it frm my toot young sis...haha....

btw....1st day aft e-learning wk....kinda alrite....hope it will b 4 the rest of days....

gt tis frm peiqi's blog...tink it realli reflected who i am....

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on educationYou may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

true or nt...judge it 4 urself....jus wasted my time gg back to sch jus nw...haiz....

im back....suddenly hav tis tot of blogging my tots down....

tis sem realli changed mi.....its onli 4 6 wks nw....but so much has happened....

1st of all...im getting more n more.....lazy in a sense....jus cant seem to wake up @ the rite time...4 the rite moment summore....jus like wat happened last thur.... still cant seem to 4get tt event.....

2nd....tho im getting more hardworking (tt i hav to admit....cos its realli nt true if u apply to last few sems...)...but i feel tt....sum things i jus cant seem to process as fast as my clsmates....n tts y a lotta things they do i dun get....but im afraid to ask...cos im afraid to get scolded....by my peers summore....

3rd....my memory....argh....deterioriate until like dunno wat....simple things tt i suppose to rmb i oso cant....realli cost my team mates alot due to tis....

4th....clubhouse make mi realise....tt i realli am nt wat i am....i always tot....go there to c frens is a gd thing...but nw...aft a few wks of absence in club....it makes mi realise...everything changed....
the club seems to b much....... happening place without mi ard...wats more....the ppl i interact wif....isnt as happi as they r interacting wif others...n i can sense tt...mayb its better off on my own aft all...

finally....realised i dun realli hav 'frens' ard....all (shld i sae most...) of the ppl i no r.....superficial.... its jus a greeting n nv talked any further....when i realli wanna do tt....jus dunno hw to continue...whether u agree or nt....its up to u to decide....im jus saying my tots....

to all those ppl tt i no who r reading tis blog ( which i guess isnt much ppl...)...i cant realli change ur tots on hw u tink....cos honestly nw...i dun realli care....but tis is hw i feel....whether u like it or nt....i no i can b a better man den i am nw....but 4 mi to do tt....i nd all of ur approvals of mi....of who i am....n nt judge mi by my character....cos it is wat i cant change....

guess 4 nw....i onli hav 1 'real' true fren tt i can rely on....MUSIC.....

went out wif sis today...went new york new york 1st....nt bad...the food is nice....den went to town cos sis wanna buy slippers....den @ heeren saw mark n kelly....haha so qiao....den went to ngee ann....b4 i went home....

well @ least tts all 4 my boring sunday...tml e-learning...sianz...dun feel like studying leh....

coincidence or fate? u decide....

haiz...today is horrid....late for practical....woke up late...9 o clock lesson den 845 woke up....rush like mad....sianz....shldnt hav taken tt stupid taxi....cost me $17 sia....wtf....swear i'll nv take taxi again....cost me whole loads of bombs....den arrived @ 920....of course....nt onli tio meh by tchr...but oso cost the whole team the practical.....punctuality mark reduced by half all cos of mi...tts rite...MI!!....felt so bad 4 the whole day...nv realli tot of the practical or the lessons....my mind kp drifting to the report....hw much pts i hav cost them due to my....laziness....

tis whole thing makes mi feel so....traumatised...jus kp blaming myself....dunno y....feeling extremely tired these days....wanted to slp....but kp oversleeping....hw ironic....the 1st song tt i hear aft tt incident is....'bad day'....lol...thanx gerard...urs words r dam true....

nw....mayb i can officially sae tt...i AM useless? haiz....jus wanna throw all these things tt is goin on in my life away....but sumhw cant....everytime i try to b happy....i kp thinking bout the scoresheet....hw i 'helped' the team to cut the score into half thanx to mi....

jus wanna go sumwhere....sumwhere away frm all these....crap....haiz....