dam it......y i cant jus seem to pass my napfa? everytime fail @ my 2.4.....realli jus wanna giv up....nt b4 im desperate to the pt tt i even tried to ask my frens to help mi take my napfa....cos i cant see beyond the fact tt i nd to serve extra 3 mths jus cos i failed my 2.4 by a mere 8 SECONDS.....8 freakin seconds....n it cost mi 3 mths....i mean....tis is like so unfair.....den jus nw....was bein blamed 4 something which i tot wasnt my fault....isnt tryin to help sum1 a gd thing? yet i was bein blamed by others when it went wrong....sometimes i feel tt fate is playin a fool on mi.... yest supposed to go to sentosa.....but it rained.....but sat n today?there was so much sunshine.....im like wat the....

nw im wondering y i blog 4.....when there isnt any1 to look @ it.....all i wan is jus a listening ear.....jus sum1 who can hear wat i hav to say.....but all im feelin nw is silent scream....no wan can hear wat im sayin.....no 1.....

jus came back frm the National Vertical Marathon '08.....it was nice....we ran 60 storeys up the republic plaza......1st 20 ok ok....aft tt....wha lao...every step is so agonising....stopped a lotta times beyond the 20th mark....but in the end i managed to finish the 60 storeys under 15 mins...the feelin @ the top is nice.....jus too bad cos of security reason....cant really c the rooftop...or any view of s'pore....onli offices....tts the disappointing part....den went to take a photo wif mi n arens....den went to participate in some mini event....den arens spun the wheel n hit the jackpot....where he had a chance to win an olympus camera....but lost in the end....lol....aft tt home sweet home....

my 1st outdoor competition......1st acheivement...many more to go......