lets c....nv update 4 quite sum time...hmmm.....recallin wat i did 4 the past wk....

mon....went to watch 'click' oooh.....nice show....den jus hang out or sumthin....realli was kinda down aft the movie....dunno y...haiz.....went to talk wif joan....thanx girl....den we waited 4 june to knock off frm work den chit chat again....den send june home...@ tt time jus dun wanna go home...dunno y....

tue nth much jus slack @ home....

wed....went back sch to check on medic kits....den went wif sum ppl to siew ling's mum funeral...onli realised it on tt day....haiz....den went home...realised com spoil....sianz....

thur....today...went back to sec sch....woot wasnt tt bad as i expected it to b....jus tt i tink fewer students r cumin back.....tts understandable...As cumin....more tchrs r retirin....dunno y....but overall kinda feels gd to go back to sec sch....
den went to parkway to play pool....aft tt go eat n went home....

jus came back....den realised my com is backed up again....lol sort sort 1.....haha back to my games liao....

joan ah....y didnt u tell mi bout tt incident @ squash....nw den i realised u r tryin ur best to put a smile to the others when u r onli givin an excuse tt u hav muscle pain? i shld hav known its more den tt....haiyo....hope u will b more relax on sat ok?

n girl...hope to c u soon....kinda miss u nw u no....haha....

woot....aft dunno hw many wks of study n 2 wks of exams.....its finally over.....O-V-E-R!!!!! phew finally can take a break man....went out wif sum of my clsmates aft the paper....chiong arcade play all those games....woot....nv felt so relieved in my life....haha....

nw back to play diablo 2 haha....so sianz....wanted to go out even more....but oh well....i still hav a month left....haha....oh well....back to my games liao...haha....

tinking of u all the time....

haiz....went to study wif waiyew joan wilfred june zhiming @ airport again...supposedly a normal day 4 mi....but cos of 1 stupid incident....which i 4gave but jus cant 4get....tt made mi so...ermmm...nt myself....shall nt mention wat isit....but all i know its pure stupidity....sumthing tt u wld jus 4get....but i took it so seriously....i guess they knew wats goin on....but i jus couldnt put myself to b who i am @ tt time...haiz....nw dunno whether wan to folo them to go study tml or nt....i jus dun wan the same thing to happen again....

guys....i no hw i treat u all today is nt suppose to b tt way....i jus cant put myself to do wat im suppose to do....which is to take it as it is....jus cant....dunno y......my mind dun allow mi to....mayb cos wat happen during sec sch days jus haunt back to mi...so i jus wanna apologise to those i gave a cold shoulder to...to joan....jus wan u to no i dun blame u 4 nt tellin ur ermm....secret...so to speak....n im sry bout today....i guess u can feel it....jus nt sayin onli......n to u 'girl'....thanx 4 ur encouragement...realli felt u were there 4 mi when im @ the viewing mall....alone....i guess u r the onli 1 i can realli talk to nw....

friday...

studied wif joan wilfred zhiming june waiyew arens @ changi airport.....realli nice place to study..but c so many jc ppl....a bit...hmmm....haha....anyways....promised to go watch fireworks 1....but haiz....they all wanted to continue to study so bo bian....sacrifice....literally....cos the whole fireworks showcase nv watch @ all...argh....i hope its worth it....den went tm to eat den go home....

today....

went to zhiming's house to study....haha kinda alright.....but i cant believe i used the whole day to study on onli 1 chapter...sianz....nt much time left to catch up....lav test on mon...den nxt day chem react....sia la....si bei low....haiz....wat to do?

tml....

will b goin to joan's house to study.....hmmm....hope can catch up....if nt.....die!!!

i kp tellin myself nt to tink bout it....but does it kp surfacing in my mind? haiz....realli hard to 4get it 4 tis period of time....time kp playin a fool on mi....i always tot today is sunday....y? n my memory is realli fading mi....kp 4getting stuffs...jus 2 more wks to freedom....n meeting her....@ least i hope so.....

woot....happy national day singapore....jus nw went to geylang to watch the fireworks wif my dad n mum....on my way there when im waiting 4 the bus....these 3 f-16 fighter jets zoom past our head....sia la....can c the flame behind the jet n the noise is rumbling n deafening....haha....den went to c the fireworks....woot...it was nice....close den i tot...den we decided to walk back home...sia la....very crowded....surprisingly nt much of those ermmm 'chickens' but more of arens favourites....if u no wat i mean....haha....n i mean a lot.....den went to buy beancurd n wanted to top up my card @ the stn....but sianz...kanna cordoned off...so cant go in....so went home...

plant design test tml...last of the ica modules b4 the real exams which starts on monday....haha tis wk gonna b interesting....studying @ 3 different places....fri airport....sat zhiming house....sun joan house...shall nt fail....mus pass....it will all b over in 15 days....

had sum of my clsmates cuming to my house 4 the past 2 days....haha...no doubt able to make mi study better when im @ my own home....but jus nw....zzz....so tired....havin enviro test tml....but jus no more energy....kinda drained.....when i pick up my notes to try to start reading....i dunno....jus cant absorb....argh....dunno hw to survive tml 4 the test lor...sianz...

went to meet her to past her the letter....hope she likes it.....n all the best 4 the exams....sianz.... 1 wk time....jus nd to survive it.....jus survive....

went to watch the lake house yest....ok la nt a bad movie....the plot a bit confusing if u dun ud the story...haha....but overall a nice movie....

exams cuming in 2 wks....jus hope to pass 4 tis sem can liao....nxt sem i'll definitely work harder....oh ya i will....

haiz....jus struggling to survive day by day....everyday....