wooot......i had a great time today......met up wif MBS 6F yr 2000 ppl....i rmb when i came in to harbourfront mrt stn.....dun even know who to look out 4.....1st person i saw is kenneth.....den slowly get to c all of those tt turned up.....@ 1st its like jus a weird chat.....havin dead silence veri often....since we haven seen each other for 7 yrs!!! den slowly....@ marche.....we started chitchatting......it was fun recalling all the fun times we had.....den we went to mind cafe to play some games.....n....hav photography session.....will upload the pics once i had it.....

to all those tt turned up....i realli enjoyed myself today.....it is the 1st time i truly enjoyed myself when im out....recalling back wat we had gone thru n wat we r nw.....it was realli great.....ty guys....n hope to c u all soon......=D

gt my results back....well i guess its kinda expected.....so im neither excited or disappointed....but i lost the freaking bet to arens....nw nd to treat him a meal....haiz...



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CP5025
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CP5041
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had earthquake tremor jus nw.....dam....the whole room felt like its shaking.....the wind chime is ringing even tho the window is shut....n u felt very very dizzy....whole body movin bout tho u r sitting down....n it felt like 4ever....5 mins even tho....

gee....nw still a bit shaken by it...guess im off to bed....recover 4 a new day...=D

went out wif my siblings today to cele my young sis belated bday.....went to NYNY....alrite la....but i ate veri full.....den went suntec to shop ard b4 my young sis go meet her fren....my elder sis go c dance competition...den as 4 mi....walk to marina sq shop ard b4 gg home....

i was staring @ my com den duno y....suddenly tot of this song......its veri tranquil......kinda reminded mi the times when i 1st heard it like wat mayb 8 or 10 yrs ago? but it still instills in my head....nw i listen again....i feel veri relaxed.....go listen n u will no wat i mean....

Bright Eyes by Art Garfunkel

Is it a kind of dream,
Floating out on the tide,
Following the river of death downstream,
Oh, is it a dream?

There's a fog along the horizon,
A strange glow in the sky,
And nobody seems to know where you go,
And what does it mean?
Oh, is it a dream?

Bright eyes,
Burning like fire.
Bright eyes,
How can you close and fail?
How can the light that burned so brightly
Suddenly burn so pale?
Bright eyes.

Is it a kind of shadow,
Reaching into the night,
Wandering over the hills unseen,
Or is it a dream?

There's a high wind in the trees,
A cold sound in the air,
And nobody ever knows when you go,
And where do you start,
Oh, into the dark?

Bright eyes,
burning like fire.
Bright eyes,
how can you close and fail?
How can the light that burned so brightly
Suddenly burn so pale?
bright eyes.

Bright eyes,
burning like fire.
Bright eyes,
how can you close and fail?
How can the light that burned so brightly
Suddenly burn so pale?
Bright eyes.

i am still tinkin.....jus cant put the tots out....haiz....

jus woke up to blog some of my tots....cant slp anyway....so....

while i was trying to slp....flashes of the past came to my mind....tinking hw sensitive n cowardly i am.....tinking 4 quite some time b4 i go to slp these few days....tinking back.....it all started in my sec sch days.....these....'frens' of mine....who i tot they were.....ripped mi off all of my confidence i had to make mi who i am today.....it was the worst period of my life....

coming into poly....tot it wld b better....nv wld i tot it wld come back n haunt mi.....oso....i hav becum more n more sensitive....even simple comments like wat im wearing or wat im doin is taken seriously into tots.....n kp ringing into my head.....my 1 tot is trying to get rid of it....but my another keeps tinking bout it.....so im still stuck in tis dilemma n cant seem to get out of it.....

another issue....a more impt 1 i lag is the confidence......simple task i cant do well due to lack of it....leadership is a veri impt thing in life....but if i dun hav confidence....hw do i move on in life? speaking up....normal start talk wif strangers.....even to frens.....all i cant do properly.....i dun even know hw to start.....

i jus realised i cooped myself into tis 'shield' tt i am....nt havin the courage to break out of it....tinking chatting online....on the phone....or emails or letters is the best way of communication rather den a straight up talk.....tinking music is the best company when frens r ard who acty r the best companion u hav besides ur family....jus dunno wat to do....

to all my frens who know mi n r readin tis post....i hope u can tolerate my sensitivity towards u guys.....some comments made i know is trivial n shld b 'disposed' in my mind....but somehw i am nt able to throw it away n take it to heart....which i dun like....but my mind somehw does so....

about my confidence....i am hoping i am given a slight chance of bein able to do wat i wanna do...tho i know its all up to myself to build up confidence....but i haven been able to do it 4 the past 5 yrs....to speak up....to hav e courage to do wat i wan to do....to do.....a lotta things tt were once hindered by my confidence....but 4 nw....i dunno wat to do to do so....i hope i am able to b who i truly b....a sanguine tt i tot i wld b.....nt a melancholic/choleric tt i am nw.....

off to my slp den....gt FYP tml....praying tt i can slp tho.....