jus came back frm dinner frm my cls mates.....felt kinda ashamed....shall explain more in details later....

went to meet up wif chin liat they all....cos dun feel like watchin movie....esp when i hear they r watchin 'meet the spartans'....like...ewwww...anyways we went sing post to hav lunch....den saw wartini...aft tt went to grandlink to play cs n pool....n my oh my....the pool facility is so run down....the table was rigged....den went to chin liat's house to play game....while waitin for wilfred to drive us to heeren....

went to sakae to hav dinner....its lester's last day of job there b4.....i duno....closed down or reno....watever....anyways....den they started the expected conversation of 'hw is ur results?' thing....den when i here all of their sem n overall GPA.....im like so sianz n ashamed....all of them gt above 3.5 n above....den i gt.....well lets jus sae its low....den tis whole course i dun even hav a distinction or the merit cert.....but they all did...so im like the whole time tryin nt to listen to them...but cant help to....who call we sit so close to each other....

den aft tt went to pool n CS....den went home...

haiz....im proud of the fact tt im in a smart class....but disappointed @ myself 4 bein @ the lower end of the spectrum....n knowin tt i did my best makes it n even harder pill to swallow...hearing all their sem n overall GPA......i realli felt happy 4 them.....but my mind keep wanna compare wif them.....den make mi so ashamed....the whole time tryin to face them....but the results seem to like 'pop' on their face...tt shunned mi off....haiz...

kinda missed alreadi....wish u can b there soon.....