haiz....went to study wif waiyew joan wilfred june zhiming @ airport again...supposedly a normal day 4 mi....but cos of 1 stupid incident....which i 4gave but jus cant 4get....tt made mi so...ermmm...nt myself....shall nt mention wat isit....but all i know its pure stupidity....sumthing tt u wld jus 4get....but i took it so seriously....i guess they knew wats goin on....but i jus couldnt put myself to b who i am @ tt time...haiz....nw dunno whether wan to folo them to go study tml or nt....i jus dun wan the same thing to happen again....

guys....i no hw i treat u all today is nt suppose to b tt way....i jus cant put myself to do wat im suppose to do....which is to take it as it is....jus cant....dunno y......my mind dun allow mi to....mayb cos wat happen during sec sch days jus haunt back to mi...so i jus wanna apologise to those i gave a cold shoulder to...to joan....jus wan u to no i dun blame u 4 nt tellin ur ermm....secret...so to speak....n im sry bout today....i guess u can feel it....jus nt sayin onli......n to u 'girl'....thanx 4 ur encouragement...realli felt u were there 4 mi when im @ the viewing mall....alone....i guess u r the onli 1 i can realli talk to nw....