haiz....recently felt so sick ever since tue nite....dunno y....even walkin up the stairs oso like so difficult like tt....my whole body jus feel so weak....headache almost every nw n den....den oso veri lethargic....oh well...try to tink wat i did 4 the past wk....

wed....went to sum bbq @ east coast park organised by sports n welfare comm.....sianz....the pit is like dam far away la....overall the bbq is ok la...nth much of a hype or sumthing....jus a way to relax myself....or try to....cos the whole time im lying down shivering....haiz...

thur....1st IC game trial....it was alrite la....nt much of a prob 4 mi....jus feel tt running tt time veri tiring even tho its short dist....den @ nite fall sick again....tis time i felt veri weak...took a medicine n went to slp....

fri...woke up felt slightly better....went to LAN shop play games....but nw back home...felt so weak again....wats wrong wif mi?

oh well....i've been tinking....y do i even tag in the 1st place? is it jus to kp those memories? or show to others bout ur exp in life? if its the latter...den i feel i shldnt blog @ all....look....i guess tt no 1 is acty reading my blog....y do they even bother rite? sumtimes i realli wonder....who ur true frens r....who will realli b there 4 u when ur down? who u can call upon in the middle of the nite jus 4 him or her to accompany u? i guess i haven met any1 who is....apparently due to bz-ness i guess....

they sae love cums when least expected....but hw am i gonna expect the unexpected when i kp tinking bout her? i c everybody ard mi....or bein blessed....but y nt mi? they sae kp waiting....but hw long? 50 yrs? by den i wld hav....argh....dun wanna tink bout it....i jus cant wait....time is my enemy....if u can rmb.....