SCREWED UP!!!!!! y am i so dam unlucky.....everything i do....everywhere i go....all dun turn out rite....

cancelled my trip to japan 4 FYP....screw FYP.....

1st 1 to go choose the teams....tot had it....den suddenly 1 left n another cfmed wif others....so left to find ppl....den all i choose all chosen....den....left wif 1 team i joined....

tot settled....den 1 more came in....den 2....den 1....so grp nt settled....so settled on choosing the FYP....den ballot jus nw....super screwed....onli left wif 1st choice.....since 2nd 3rd n 4th all walkover...so ballot 1st choice....nv gt it....so f up....make the 7 2nd rd balloter look like some losers....den 2nd rd gt the project....but nt aft another screwed 1st rd ballot...gt it on the 2nd choice walkover....

everytime i try to go to a grp....nv realli happened....every relationship i tried to start...nv start...everywhere i go....gt the sense tt ppl dun like me.....talk bout my life....talk hw bad it is.....WAT MORE CAN HAPPEN? i realli hate my life nw.....dun feel like gg thru anymore of my yr 3 life.....getting more n more miserable everyday.....n its nt even a full term....onli 2 wks....2 freakkin wks n all these happened.....wats wrong wif my freaking lifee?

my mum asked mi once....r u happy wif ur life? i wanted to tell her....hw can i b wif my life so screwed? can sum1 tell me.....

no appetite n no mood 4 everything nw....wish i can slp n nv wake up....