oh well....1st post of 2008.....supposed to b exciting.....but sum thing tt happen tis evening changed everything....been awoken by a noise frm my slp.....saw wat happen.....laying on the floor.....screechin.....n cryin....i oso dunno wat to do.....den came the bickering n quarreling.....@ a lost @ tt time....fortunately my sis came in time to resolve the issue....if nt i oso dunno hw it will turn out.....she told mi.....had it nt been mi.....had i nt appear......she wld hav committed suicide....the moment i hear tt.....i dunno.....i felt veri traumatised by the whole event....>@ the same time....felt confused...shld felt relieved tt i nv go out today.....but oso felt tt if i went out tis might nt hav happen @ all.....i've been tinking.....they r fighting over the smallest matters 4 the past few wks.....haiz.....n i cant do anything bout it....nw facing them n talking to them is so hard to without tinking of wat happen....sure they resolved the prob....but i still feel the impact of it.....haiz....wish i can wash tis whole incident down the drain n 4get bout it....but i guess i cant.....nt anytime soon.....